Xoxo

2011-11-13T00:16:00.000+08:00

Life has been great yo!

Haven't been blogging for a period of time already...

Waiting for Xinyu and Shermaine to reach jp, meeting them for Dota hahaha. Okay i'm an ULTIMATE NOOB. Just learnt how to play from bibi. Guess i will get first blood later on hehehe.

WIll blog soon okay! <3

2011-09-23T14:43:00.000+08:00

Hey sweethearts!
I'm here to update a lil about my life. Well something really bad happen to me on Tuesday which gives me no choice but to report to the police. To all the girls on earth, please do try to protect yourself from every guy. Open up your eyes wide to see if he is really the one and don't choose the wrong path. But anyway i'm gonna post up some pictures of my bitch and i hehe!

I'll end here cupcakes! Love you guys, xoxo.

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2011-09-19T00:18:00.000+08:00

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2011-09-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hiii cupcakes!
Hehe life has been good recently. I just have the sudden urge to blog but i don't know what to blog. No inspiration how ah?
Well i'm back with my fattyboy and things had been going on smoothly. We manage to talk things out yesterday during the heart2heart tak near his house. I finally got the courage to voice out heh.
And this stupid boy is beside me now demanding that he wants to see a i love him very much on my blog post hahahaha.

Will blog again soon peeps!
Lastly i love babyboy much!

2011-08-28T23:35:00.000+08:00

Suddenly, i've got the urge to blog. Have the thoughts of deleting a few of my previous posts. How i wish i can delete the memories that are stored in my head like how i can delete the few previous posts.

Went to movies with Alex on friday! Had ajisen for dinner first and then we went to watch Final Destination 5. Ok i don't really encourage you guys to watch, as the story line is not as good. But if you guys are interested in the gore scenes, do watch as it was disgusting. Had a cam-whore session with him haha, had so much fun taking pix with his ipad.

Heh stupid boy bring me out to cheer me up. But i was happy throughout the whole night ya, all thanks to him :)

But anyway, once i reached home i saw something and Amyy cabbed down my house area to look for me. That dear girl of mine was so sweet to come down the minute i told her that i wasn't happy. We talk cock, drank. Ok i drank, she didn't. And we went to meet Claire for awhile and off to pm for Mac breakfast. It's been so long since i've last had Mac breakfast. Then we headed back home.

Saturday, met up with my sweetheart at Outram and headed down to Marina to eat and shop while waiting for Jebaz. By right all three of us was supposed to watch movie together but most of the movies were full, so we played pool instead. After that we went down to P.s to meet Elson, Donovan, Gilbert and Kristie.

Walked over to Neverland hoho and i saw Wanqing there. What a coincidence ya. Drank and stuff and some of their other friends came down, and then we went off to Grand Hollywood! Drank again, alot of stuff going on there and alot of stuffs going through my mind and then we head back at around 5.

Elson send sweetheart home, and some of the others send me home, had a long sleep and i woke up at 5pm. I really have no idea how am i going to sleep later on and wake up tomorrow for school. Sucks.

2011-08-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

Happy 2nd monthsary to my dear boy.
We've been through ups and downs. So much of quarrels throughout the 6months. Really hate your fuck face when we are quarreling but somehow you always manage to make it right again. Really appreciate everything that you did for me and appreciate that you never fail to get me what i want.

You never fail to pull me through the hard times, never fail to be there for me in case i breakdown, you're always there to pull me up. I really hope that i can do the same but at times i just feel that i cannot bring myself to cheer you up. Despite knowing my temper, understanding my character, you are always there to bring a smile on my face.

Although it's only the 2nd month officially, but we've manage to overcome all the bad times.
And i'm really glad that i've got you by my side always.
Love you sweetheart <3

2011-08-07T16:44:00.000+08:00

Hi cupcakes! Omg it has been so long ever since i've last blogged.
Well i shall blog about what happen yesterday! Bb and i planed to head Zoo actually but plan failed as we checked the WeatherForecast and it stated that it's gonna rain so we head town instead.

Silly boy ^^v

Bought damn alot of stuffs and i finally manage to find the dress that i've wanted for so long at Bershka! Anw Bershka is having sales now, you girls should drop by and have a look at their clothes.

Lastly i've changed my header pic to my picture! :)
I'm gonna go prepare and head out now will blog soon alright! :*

2011-06-15T15:34:00.000+08:00

I'm back to update this pathetic space of mine.
I'm gonna flung my mid-years, for sure. I din't even study a single bit. Life isin't so good. Friends comes and go i believe? Even for six bloody years. Don't accuse me for what i din't do.
Din't manage to meet up with my dear girl peirong yesterday and today. Was supposed to head down school to meet her but i woke up late.

I'm lucky i've got a sweetpie standing on my side always, :)

2011-05-29T03:39:00.001+08:00

Hola. I've just reached home not long ago from Baby's house.

Well I have been mugging quite alot today. I've been studying till I'm gonna go crazy. Olevel Chinese is god damn hard compared to Nlevels! Please pray hard that I won't flung alright!!

But anw I watched NeverSayNever with baby at his crib just now and it was very influential. Justin Beiber is damn awesome! I'm not a die hard fan of him but he is awesome I must say.

I'm heading to bed now alr. Goodnight people!

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2011-05-27T18:50:00.001+08:00

Hiii people! I'm back to blog while I'm outside now at 644 playing Monopoly Deal with Dalpreet and Amit hehehe!

Today wasn't a good day for me. Everything started like shit. Today was shit for me seriously.

Well we headed IMM during lunch time and played at IMM heh. Every single thing went smooth until the part where we went to take a bus. I shall not elaborate much about what happened.

Anw look at my picture people!!! My sweethearts Dalpreet and PeiRong each surprised me with one!!! Heh how sweet right!!

I will update again after my exam which is after Monday. Lend me all your lucks can people! Hopefully I can pass ya!!!!

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2011-05-24T23:58:00.001+08:00

Hola everyone! It's been so long since I've last blogged. Well I'm on phone with my baby right now while I'm blogging using blogpress.

And I've received my moolahs the other day thanks to nuffnang so people please do continue to click on my advers alright? :)

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2011-05-03T22:45:00.001+08:00

Gosh, i found out that recently people like to immitate poses. I find it damn irritating and annoying. Keep it real girl. If you wanna take slutty pictures, don't step as if you don't know how to infront of others but on another hand try to immitate how others take hot pics.

It's kinda getting on my nerves caz alot of people is coming to me, telling me that you're trying very hard taking pictures similar to mine. Just a gentle reminder that by doing this, it doesn't make you look better but you're just showing everyone that i'm the better one.

You gotta try harder with your phototaking skills girl, caz no matter from what angle, you still don't look good. Infact, you kinda resembles an animal. I'll give you a clue about it. People tend to ride on it, and it had a very long tail like your hair.

You gotta quit tryin' so fucking hard because you will never be like me. Never :)

2011-05-01T12:46:00.000+08:00

Alright school is starting to be problematic. Well, thursday there was a fight between Peirong and some slut, and there are guys waiting for Peirong after school which is super retarded. Friday baby got himself into trouble again. This time, big time trouble. Shall cut the long story short.

Japan provoked China to whack him so ya China did. And then Japan and china fight. After that Japan almost pushed China down over the railing on the third floor so baby was the hero to pushed him away. And my boy started whacking Japan. So the aftermath was, Japan got injured with bleeding teeth and bleeding head.

At first it wasn't a police case as the school wanted to settle within school premises, but some retarded piece of shit who brought Japan to A&E wrote that it was a fight in school so now it became a bloody police case.

So, China and bby got into very deep trouble! But anw baby got me two bunnies! heh

And...

Which one's nicer?! :D

2011-04-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

The someone that who will always be there for me, treating me like a princess. Always allowing me to have things in my way, giving in to me. The one who give me all his attention and love, who understands me well enough to handle me with care. I guess i'll never find someone else like him, someone as sweet as him. He's the one who i'll turn to when i'm down. The one whom i'll hide behind when i'm afraid.

People always say that you'll grow stronger every time you fall. I did grow stronger on the outer layer, i just realized i'm still fragile deep inside. Everyone is normal, but he made me special. He's extraordinary.

2011-03-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

HIII LOVELIES! I'm back!
Well din't managed to went swimming the other day but we went to Jowel's house to chill instead! If only i was staying at his hotel look alike house, i wouldn't go out as often. Caz his house is too chio alr.
After chilling at his house, we headed town for a walk!

Now pictures!

Please follow me on twitter alright peeps!

And if there's any questions you guys wanna ask me, feel free to do so! Just a click on the comments below every post! Peace yo! :)

2011-03-24T18:23:00.000+08:00

I'm finally back blogging! Well it has been such a long time ever since i blogged. I wanted to take a break from everything actually. Well, i'm still studying in Bmc's o levels and i'm not mugging very hard :/ School is kinda shitty, people there are not really trustworthy. Not all but some. But anyway, we're heading to Jowel's house for a swim this saturday, it has been so long ever since i last swam.

Some pictures for you guys!

I'll update again soon right? Might be on sunday. Do stay tuned!

Update update!

2011-01-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hi i'm back to blog! Hehehe
Just went to watch Burlesque over @ jp with S, D, J & C. Hehehe it's a very nice show that all of you should watch! School was alright and Mt lesson today was so bored without that particular slut in class. Oh btw a very good friend of mine came to study at bmc with me, so we're like glue sticking to each other everyday :D

Next, i'm totally over with darren. So please stop asking for those who doesn't know, i'm leading a happy life without him. A happy life without him :)

Bloody slut.

2011-01-09T17:11:00.000+08:00

I'm leading my life happily without a bastard like you D.
But anyway, i had alot of fun recently. But i still din't get to party. So fml. And my school's gonna start like tmr. So i'll have to introduce myself blah blah blah. As you know for the first day of school. And i don't have any idea on what to wear tmr.
At times i do wonder why privates doesn't have school uni's, need not bother what to wear everyday -.-

But anw why there are such sluttish girls with such an angelic face? Fucked up.

Watch me burn

2010-12-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

I don't know how am i supposed to start. It's been so long ever since i blogged, i mean really blogged i guess. Life's been a bitch for me. But who to blame but myself? I've been selfish, thinking all for myself but not you. I'm not good with words, not good in expressing myself, you knew it don't you?

You know you're everything that i've ever wanted. But what's the point of me regretting now? There's nothing i can do to salvage thing r/s. There's nothing, nothing i can do.

It's useless regretting now Joey, move on..

In your eyes i'd like to stay..

2010-12-23T02:02:00.000+08:00

When will things be like how it used to be? I wished.. I really did..

Teddy love

2010-12-02T21:30:00.000+08:00

HOLA! THIS IS TEDDY LOVE!

Her shop

2010-11-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

HELLO SWEETIES!
Sorry i'm too busy recently! Had been working at Jurongpoint's Hershop located @ 3rd floor near gv. Do drop by and take a look if you guys go jp okay?! I'll be working for tmr and wednesday for this week!

Btw Teddy's back at Baby's house now! And he's cute, he don't dare to sleep alone, and he is loving his new toy! Super cute, like a fur ball! Will upload his cute pictures up here soon! <3

New curls!

2010-11-17T21:26:00.000+08:00

NEW CURLS!
Comments ppl!

Curls? Or straight.

2010-11-17T01:36:00.000+08:00

Daddy Love <3

Hi! I'm back to update a lil. Got a bad news to share which is i'm only bringing Teddy back to baby's house next Sunday. Caz he hasn't done his 2nd vaccination yet. Kinda sad! :(
But anw tmr i'm heading mummy's shop to get my hair done. Shall i get curls or get my hair straight back?
Ideas please ppl! :(

Motherly love.

2010-11-15T01:39:00.000+08:00

Click to view.

Please treasure everyone around you before it's too late..

I don't need wishes if i've got you

2010-11-14T02:13:00.000+08:00

Hello lovelies!

This is my current love. Hehe well had been going out almost everyday and i'm going training next week for a job at jp next week. If everything went smoothly i'm going to work there. It's located at jp2 3rd floor, Her Shop if i'm not wrong. Pray hard that i get my job!

It has been 6months 11days of love. None of us thought it'll last that long isin't it? I hate your attitude towards me when we quarrel. Hate it maximum baby. But overall i still love you! Thanks for getting Teddy for the sake of me, as i love dogs. Thanks for bringing me to eat whatever junk food that i love. You're the one who will give in to me after a big quarrel. Love you baby. Maximum

The pieces of my heart are missing you.

2010-11-11T00:26:00.003+08:00

Hey earthlings!
Well, currently still jobless :( But anw i went swimming today with Baby and ahpong. Had a great time. Well, I'm heading to Pasir-ris Farmway 2's Pet hotel tmr to visit my Teddy. Super excited to see how he's doing there! Hopefully i can snap more pics of him and post it online tmr. Stay tuned!

And please continue to click on my nuffnang adds if they appear. TYVM!

Cute lil fellow

2010-11-08T00:43:00.000+08:00

HII SWEETIES!
This is my new love! It'll only arrive two weeks later caz of vaccination not done. Can't wait to see this cutie pie. But anw i have not decide what name to call it. Any suggestions? :D

Puppies!

2010-11-06T12:22:00.000+08:00

HI CUPCAKES! :D
Alright i'm currently at home waiting for Baby's dad to come and fetch me. We're going to Pasir-ris pet farm! Double yayness. I wanna get a poodle damn much. Thinking about it all day long.

But anw they are reaching alr will update again later! Ciaoz

Hi punnies!

2010-11-05T02:31:00.000+08:00

HIII EVERYONE!

It's been so long since i've blogged isin't it? And i think i've lost most of my readers alr :( But anyway i'm going cycling tmr with baby and my family. It'll be a great day tmr! And Baby's got my name inked on his wrist. Sweet aye?

I need to get a job like asap. I need my moolahs asap. I need to parteh! Shitzx. I'll find a time to upload my taiwan pictures alright? Pinky promises! And i'll fix my nuffnang adds back asap. Please click them after i've added them in okay? Tyvm!

Heart melting

2010-10-01T00:47:00.000+08:00

I wanna get a toy poodle!

Ain't they so lovable, huggable and heart melting?

I forgot what we were fighting for

2010-09-30T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!

I'm just here to say that i'm gonna leave my blog dead for now. FOR NOW! As in for the exam periods as i'm mugging hard for my N's. Hopefully i can pass my N's go to Taiwan happily with good grades, come back and get a job. Hope everything will go smoothly for me :(

But anw look at my ribbon rubberband! My new favourite heh!

Not gonna post more alr, my head is full of Math and Bio and i need help. Goodbye!

Loadsa loves.

You're asking me for more.

2010-09-28T08:59:00.000+08:00

Hehe a short one before i go to school. Well i wasn't been able to squeeze out some time to blog, sorry! Please continue to click on my advers alright? :( Gotta head school soon, last lesson of math i think? Will upload my pictures soon!

In physics class

2010-09-23T11:09:00.001+08:00

Hi I'm in physics class now having a fucking headache, fuck this shit,Gonna head to baby's house to rest later, just updating a lil.Byee

S.O.S I need help!

2010-09-22T23:41:00.000+08:00

Okay, i can't seemed to drag the comment box and the date at the bottom of my post in one line.

Next, my twitter don't seemed to be working b'caz it never appears.

Last, there's like a border thing at the side of my posts and the info's.

If anyone of you know how to resolve all these, please comment me at the comment box below this post. Thanks million! <3

Under-construction

2010-09-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone, blog under-construction!

Reminiscing.

2010-08-26T00:17:00.001+08:00

Hi, why do i have thoughts in the night everyday? Hate it. Does anyone knows how to stop this?

As you might see, i'm leading a happy life with everyone i love. But i just can't stop having thoughts every single night which would probably bring up quarrels. Blame it on everything that happened in the past.

I get insecured every now and then, i tend to read blogs, look into facebook for somethings. I hate it when Xinyu's not here in sg. Everything's pressuring on me right now, i need to release. I'm gonna burst, too much of secrets kept inside, too much of memories, too much of love.

Is this how things are supposed to be?

I b'came someone who don't know how to express my feelings. I b'came someone who bottle things up and suffer on my own rather then telling others and get into trouble. Everything that happened in the past are still bothering me. It'll just came into my brain and everything happen will just flash through. I'm not acting normal.

I'm sorry, there's no way that i can forget. I've been trying hard too but no results.

It's just too hard for me baby. I always think of it when you're asleep. I'll listen to musics on my favourite playlist, and everything will start. I've got no guts to tell you this. This is the only way.

With loves,

Me.

Pictures!!! :D

2010-08-24T23:03:00.000+08:00

Last lesson for chinese lesson, so took alot of pictures :)

I'm lazy to type but please continue to tag and click on my advertisments k? Tyvm! <3

Satisfied much

2010-08-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Baby tied this hair for me hehehe!

But anyway, i din't went to school yesterday hehe. And the stupid school called momsy, z. But i went to watch movie, The Last Airbender and i'll rate it 4.5/5 caz it's really super good! Today baby brought me to watch Step Up 3. Movie marathon aye, might be watching Salt tmr, shall see how!

Silly boy came over in the morning to fetch me to school, even though it's raining, how sweet right! And i met him after school to acc him to Polyclinics to get mc. Prata after that then to jp for Step Up 3. After movies, we bused to Timah for my medicure session. I did French caz my nails were long enough! But now, one of it is destroyed :(

Shall repair that finger later on hehe.

But overall, had a great day. And i love baby.

He never fails to make me smile with his stupid stunts, never fail to satisfy me with what i wanted to buy. Always sacrifising, always tolerating my attitude hehe, love him maximum <3

Lastly, please do continue to tag me as i've lost alot of readers :(

And click on my advertisments! Thankyou!

ღ New skin people!

2010-08-18T00:02:00.001+08:00

My handsum boi.

But anyway i'm here to update. Baby bought sticky(s) for me. Wanted to go back and refill the Love mix but they ran out of the refills so baby bought me a new can! In another sense, i've got two sticky cans and i din't refill so i din't get a sticky chop :(

Next, baby got me the Plant vs Zombie game too! Best sia xoxo.

Please help me click on advers here and on headbar! Tyvm!

Anw xinyu's off to m'sia, and i'm so bored without her, hope she see this and bring something back for me hehe!

Gotta head to bed alr, school tmr. Goodnight ppl!

New desktop wallpaper

2010-08-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

Current Desktop wallpaper, cute max aye!

Anw i wanna change my skin, the current one is so dull..

When you have wrinkles, when you have white hair.

2010-08-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

How sweet can old couples get? It's my mom and dad above anyway.

Baby and i was walking behind 'em and we took snapshots of mummy and daddy <3

Has anyone ever wondered who you will be with when you're old? Who will be the one who will grow old with you untill you have wrinkles, till you have white hair, till you can't walk, there's still someone who loves you soo deeply, willing to be there for you. I think no one would wanna spend their whole life alone right? Everyone would have to settle down some day right?

I wanna be as sweet as momsy and daddy love when i'm old. Caz i know someone will be there to grow old with me, D ♥

Short update

2010-08-08T16:49:00.000+08:00

Hi! I'm here to blog. I left my blog to rot for some period of time alr but now i don't really know what can i post about. Hehe. Waiting for that asshole to come over, always taking his own sweet time -.-

I'll blog some other day caz i'm heading out soon.

Do continue to click on my advers ppl! Thanks max <3

Used to be, self-centered.

2010-07-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

Hi, I think being self-centered is still the best of what i do. Too disappointed now. You can't help, when i'm feeling so down. You din't even bother to ask. No care, no concern from you. I think i should shut myself up into a box once again and never open up. No expectations from anyone, in this case i won't have disappointment. This is what i should do from now on.

I'm tired, but i can't sleep.

2010-07-08T02:20:00.000+08:00

I've lost my soul, literally. Haha.

But anyway, my birthday is coming soon and i'll be celebrating it at BoatQuay! I think? Most likely? heh. And you guys must be wondering why am i blogging at this time, caz i can't sleep. I am sleepy and there's school tmr at 10.30am but my grandmother is sleeping, and snoring. Pity me? :(
Next, baby is sleeping soundly i guess? He din't pick up my calls. Such an ass :(

Impatient

2010-06-26T14:28:00.000+08:00

I'm getting so bored at home waiting for that asshole to come over.

So i took snapshots of myself with webbie.

Might be heading town later on, and Leslie tweeted me and ask us to find him later on.

Shall see how later, will update on today again :)

Photo timeeee!

2010-06-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

Hiiiiiiii! I'm back for photo updates! :)

Baby super happy, waiting for food to come heh

Super full after the food. Anw we ate at Shou la shou. It's a chinese restaurant loacted at Jurong Point1 Kopitiam Feast. It's super good!

Ahben doing tattoo, followed by baby!

And then camwhore timeeee!

Went drinking after that and headed to baby house. Next day Baby brought me to eat Haagen Daze!

Too many pictures, too less time..

2010-06-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hi i've just to many pictures but too less time.. I promise i'll be back to update pictures soon alright? <3's

But anw for those who has my fb you can browse my fb for picture updates.

Do keep the tags coming in and clicking of advers! Xo's

Surge II @ Azzura

2010-06-13T02:40:00.000+08:00

Hi, once again baby is under the roof! And he's staying over for tonight again, last night too :>

Azzura's pictures. Only a few are with me hehehee

The magic of Mabeline's Magnum mascara :D

And lastly, me myself with Surge II tickets <3

But anyway, Surge II wasn't as great as everyone expected it to be.. It was supposed to end @ 5am but it ended at 3am instead. The excuse that was told was police called and complained, if we don't stop partying, they are going to fine the organiser 30k. So it was a total turn down.

I think i'll end here now and go to sleep if not baby is going to niam~ me again.
Do click on my advertisements!

Favourite boy

2010-06-10T20:03:00.000+08:00

Baby is under the roof currently, look at his stupid face :D So adorable right hehehehe

And he helped me to vacuum my carpet platform, how sweet right <3

Going down to meet xinyu and others later on, tata~

Oh anw, i'm going to Surge II tmr @ Azzura.

Excited much caz it's been long ever since i last clubbed YAY! :D

Baby's place

2010-06-08T17:54:00.000+08:00

At baby's crib currently for the whole afternoon.

Going to head back home for a change and off to k-box! :D

Bad fall.

2010-06-06T17:16:00.000+08:00

First month anni present from baby!

I'll just have a short post caz i'm going out to eat soon, i had a bad fall yesterday and yes i injured myself :(

It got worst today, the whole part was swallon, i can't bend my leg, neither can i straighten it.

Fucking painful, but anw lastly a picture of baby and i :D

Zoo trip!

2010-06-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone! I went to the zoo the other day. YES ZOO. With my baby and just him.

Abit crazy to go to the zoo with just the two of us but overall we kinda had fun :)

Well we saw alot of animals!

My new set of nails!

But anw there's alot of 'friendship' stuffs going on recently. I'm not pointing fingers to anyone but seriously if you think that you yourself is a friend to others, have a limit of what you ask others to do for you by not asking people to do crimes. Mind that.
Everyone has patience, but to a limit. Don't test their patience. Don't regret when everything is too late.

Airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars.

2010-05-28T00:10:00.000+08:00

Well, it seemed like i've been neglecting my blog for quite some time. Had been spending most of my time with my baby, Xinyu, Siokhui and co. Din't really met up with the others these few days. I remember meeting Peirong that day and her pack of cigarette went missing. And i might be going swimming next week with Siokhui! Hopefully it's a successful one.

Tuesday and wednesday was tedious. I had to wake up early on both days to head down Baby's house area for his godmother stuffs. And for today, i slept till baby came over and we head to jp to meet the others for dinner.

I'm getting back my results on the week after next. Pray hard that i won't flung all subjects okay? :(

Lastly, i love my boy :)

Xinyu's birthday celebration

2010-05-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

Ng Xinyu, My Fiancee's birthday celebration. Late update!

Done! Hehe i realised i lost alot of readers :(

Lil update about life

2010-05-17T23:43:00.005+08:00

Family, friends, love and money?

But anyway Bb was sweet enough to wake up early, pick me up from my house and sent me to school when he has no school. Then he'll wait for me till i end lesson and sent me home again. Where could you find a bf like that :>
I'm sorry at time i couldn't be the perfect gf, throwing tantrums but you'll forgive me right :P

I'm currently very satisfied with my life, i hope time could just stop at this moment..
You know i love you baby! ♥

But anyway i realised that my blog is a lil dead. I think i'll post on this Saturday or sunday as this week is my exam week. And i'm going Saigon on friday for Xinyu's birthday celebration. GONNA SAVE $$$!

Sentosa!

2010-05-17T22:50:00.000+08:00

Sentosa pictures!

I only got afew :x

Joey Darren Anderson ☺

2010-05-10T23:01:00.001+08:00

Everybody knows it hurts to grow up. But i know you'll be there to protect me ♥

No one is more two faced then that human is.

2010-05-09T23:15:00.000+08:00

Trust? Facts? Lifetime promises? Or just lies?

I guess i've found out much more.. A person isin't that simple as you think or as he/she looks. You cannot judge a book by it's cover. But it doesn't meant that once you've got along well with that person you understand that person well. Caz some just simply hide their true colours beneath themselves. Complicating much? Life is tough isin't it..

Till now i think being self-centered is the best.

Imma lazy bum.

2010-05-09T15:58:00.000+08:00

Omg i'm super lack of updates and that's one of the reasons why i lost alot of readers :(
Sad die uh i kept telling myself to update tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow but the tomorrow always never comes till now! I'll try to update more okay!
Anw new blogskin, got sick of the old one alr so i went to blogskins.com to search for something new. I want my tags & click of advers back!

Pictures and updates!

2010-04-27T23:36:00.001+08:00

Hmm Darren's birthday was alright. Cabbed to Alan's house after they acc me home to change and then prepared for steamboat! Din't eat that much and snoopy kept giving me innocent face when i'm eating. *Snoopy is alan's dog FYI. After that headed town for K-box and then to 313 for Darren's cake. After that bq!

Headed to Danson's birthday after boatquay. Had alot of games and forfeit etc and cabbed home in the morning.

Pictures time!

Danson's birthday pictures.

Lastly, I'm glad to recieve a news from Longhui that he's going to study next year. I realised alot of people had changed for the better ever since 3years ago till now. From worst to bad, bad to good, good changing for the better. I've got high hopes on him for studying this time and i hope he won't let me down right Longhui? <3

Birthday boys.

2010-04-25T23:14:00.000+08:00

Darren's 16th, Danson's 17th.
Had been busy for the week, and i'm kinda lazy to update now.
Wait for my next post! (L)

Swimming!

2010-04-21T13:10:00.000+08:00

Hi lovelies!

I din't went school yesterday caz i over slept :o so met Alycia & Alan up planning to go to the library to study. Edmund tagged along too. But we went to the library to eat instead. Then they wanna go Samuel's condo to study so off we went. But we ended up SWIMMING HAHA! I was soo happy that i gotta swim caz it's been a long time since i last swam..

Mr Prata, K-box, Void deck & Homed.

2010-04-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps! I'm back to blog! Well i went to school, late as usual. Head clementi to meet Dal and went to study. Etc etc and had a small chat with her mom. Cute much! But anyway, most likely we're going to swim on this friday. Happy ttm! Had Mr.Prata's prata & Thosai with Dal! Satisfied much! Then headed K-box with Darren, Alan, Kaile & Jonas @ Clementi while Dal headed to Ikea with her mom.
Head back jurong, Jonas's house area. And then Darren, Alan & Kaile start drinking ending up Alan got soo high and he kept singing loudly in the void deck. Cute max. And his face simply look like a fucking apple. Bth. After that Kaile sent Alan home while Darren sent me home :)

Well i'm going to start coping up with my studies alr. And i seriously meant it.
I don't wanna flung my N's and disappoint Mom & Dad :(

I NEED TAGS & CLICK OF ADVERS! <3

A wordy one indeed.

2010-04-13T20:20:00.000+08:00

Okay I'm here to update!

Monday, 12th April

Met up with Dalpreet at JurongEast interchange first before going to Kazua's court. So trained down to Chinatown and met all of them. Nervous to the maximum. It takes ages for 'em to call Kazua Royce and Nelson out. And it was postponed, which means that we'll get to spent more time with him! Well after that headed back BMC to meet Alan, Edmund and co. Acc Dal to get her number to take mc and went up to class for Bio.

Boring much, as usual we din't listen to what the teacher said. I think i'm going to flung my Math, Phy, Bio for n's. Which means i'm going to flung my N's. Oh no i need to start to study! :( Ok back to topic. Went to the library to do homework with Dal, then Darren came to meet us. Awhile after that she went home and i met Alan, Edmund, Samuel and Darren and we went Lakeside for prawning. Ending up it was closed for cleaning purpose so we went K-Box instead.

Headed home after dinner at 651.

Tuesday, 13th April

I skipped math class in the morning as i was just tooo sleepy. So i cabbed to school at 11 and was late for English, as usual. Met Alan downstairs, went up. Searched the whole bmc for our class and ending up it was at Room1 -.- But anyway, planned to go prawning with classmates at first, but then canceled. So all of us went home. Sleeped and here i am blogging! :D

Like seriously what happpen to all my tags? :(

Beloved kazua.

2010-04-12T00:02:00.000+08:00

Post dedicated to Viknesh de Silva, Kazua ♥

Remember all the fun times we had together..

I'm gonna miss the times where you made all of us laugh, miss the times when you gave silly ideas, the times when you disturb me. But most of all i'll miss you. I'll be going tomorrow, and i'll pray hard that nothing will happen to you. If so, all of us are going to wait for you. Regardless of how many years, we will wait. I'm gonna miss you soo much my Hawt and sexy brother!

Please be alright tomorrow :(

With loves.

Alycia's bd, prawning Boatquay

2010-04-11T23:46:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone! I'm posting from I.E explorer, caz of some reasons Chrome is not allowing me to blog! :(

But anyway, i shall start blogging from Alycia's birthday!

We went K-box with Darren, Alan & Leslie @ Safra.

After that went to slack at Feli's house study corner. So feli, Xinyu & Liting came over to meet me awhile then Darren & Alan sent me home.

The next day we went prawning at Lakeside. I think i've caught the most amount of prawns that day! (Y)

See, the typical fish monger, Ah zuan LOL!

After that i headed to hougang to meet ahkor and Kenny. Went to have dinner and then bq!

Beloved, Kazua ♥

My girls <3

Yay done! Actually there are still alot of pictures but I.E is taking such a long time to load, so forget it.

And all my tags and click of advers just went missing nowadays, WHY! :(

Updates on Element and recent life.

2010-04-06T12:09:00.001+08:00

Okay i'm going to post the pictures took @ Element that day.

There are still alot. From element and from Alvin ho's birthday but it takes very long to load so might as well don't post. :x But anyway if you guys wanna see the pictures it's all up in my facebook! :)

Imma going to L4D2 later on @ Safra with Alan & Darren, i don't know who else is coming over.

Hopefully i can own and don't tio own this time hehehehe! :>

And lastly, Where's my tags & click of advers? :(

Just a short update.

2010-04-04T02:43:00.000+08:00

Okay i'm just too lazy to post up all the pictures..

But anyway Darren Alan Daniel & Quek cycled over my house to meet me, how sweet!

And i'm going down to meet Xinyu and the others soon, and i'm super tired. No choice eh promised her alr. Goodnight Lovelies, <3.

You’re waiting to be.

2010-03-30T13:17:00.000+08:00

Kazua's court postponed! Will be meeting him soon.. Hopefully.

I'm supaaaa sick. Having a bad headache ever since Saturday till now, Flu, Sore throat come to me one by one. Consulted a doctor just now and had loads of medications to take. FML much :(

Continue to click on my adver~ and tags! <3

12Element, Esther's bd, Gathering for Kazua :)

2010-03-27T17:22:00.000+08:00

I'll just post a few pictures of yesterday alright!

If not this post will be a 90++ pictures spam post :o

This is Jason ahkor's classic mouth pose..

There's alot alot more but i'm super lazy to post alr.

But anyway hopefully nothing happens to Kazua. We'll miss you okay! <3 Celebrated Esther's bd and also had a 'gathering' for Kazua. Alot of ppl came down, Alan and friends came down too! Happy only uh Esther! So many ppl celebrate your bd for you! Hehe. Drank at 12Element first then we headed to NeverLand! And cabbed home after that super tired!

Might be going over to look for Kazua later.

Live Or Dead 2

2010-03-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

Second post of the day! Weeoweet!

Well i went down to meet Xinyu and Liting for L4D2 after my dinner. Met at Koufu. Let the pictures talk :)

Had fun! Gotta go school tomorrow, i'm gonna go rest alr..

I want more tags and click of advers! <3

I can't wait for Friday night!

2010-03-23T16:55:00.001+08:00

Well i'm happy to say i've got new nails! Snapped a few picture of it..

Without flash, not bad aye? Teehee!

But anyway, i've change blogskin again, caz template is just simply too common. But anyway went to watch How to train your dragon yesterday with Alan, Desmond and some pcb. Not a bad show, quite cute though and it's in 3d! I'd suggest all students to watch it in a weekday, 10bucks only at Cathay. Head o slack after that and went home.

Had some problems at night caz someone accused me of pulling her / forcing her to watch movie with us yesterday. What a funny joke, alot else more. It kinda get on my nerves caz i don't like to get accused of something i never do. Anyway it's over alr la! I shall live happily ever after!

Friday gonna head BoatQuay with ahkor & other <3's and i can't wait!

Click on my advers and I want tags! :>

12Element night with lovelies.

2010-03-20T19:08:00.000+08:00

Pictures4you!

Pictures taken at my house, boatquay and clarkquay!

Well yesterday Xinyu came over to my house first and then went for dinner with my family at redhill for BBQ Stingray. Then my dad sent us to CineLeisure. We're supposed to meet Sis and Wenzi there but ending up met them at Doughby instead. Etc etc etc Then headed bq. Met Alan and Xinyu's friend then headed to 12element. Desmond and Bryan Bro came at about 12 and we open in total of 3 Martells -.- sieh kik i tell you.

Then i began to do stupid things. I remember i kept slapping Bryan bro and Alan hahaha. And Xinyu fed me with her Prawn Crackers through her mouth. LOL alot alot more but i'm just lazy to elaborate. But anyway i'm going to catch a movie with mom later called Kidnapper, hopefully it's nice aye!

Lastly, Desmond that asshole strike 4d la siallllllllllllllllllllllll~

Lack of liquor.

2010-03-18T20:45:00.000+08:00

I need to drink, so badly. Hopefully tomorrow is a success trip to bq :(

Lil update..

2010-03-18T20:05:00.001+08:00

Okay there's alot that i want to say but seriously, i don't know where should i start from.. Hmm.

15th March 2010:

Head to school and then back home to wait for Shuhui and Natasha to come over to my place area. Then we headed off to meet the others at Jurong Recreational Stadium for Ri Ben Cun! We sat inside and wait till it's 2.30pm but way before that, we started spamming sushi's to eat caz all of us were too hungry -.- Finish our Ri Ben Cun and head to my place area to slack etc..

16th March 2010:

Did nothing, all i did was i went school, had Geo test and head home..

Today, same thing, i head school with Raymond, went to class for Physics test. I think i'm gonna flung it but hopefully i can pass :x Head to makan after that homed. Met Feli for awhile and she came up my house, went to meet her friend after that and here i am blogging. And searching for a pretty blogskin currently :(

Do help me click on my nuffnang readers! Thanks <3

It'll never be the same..

2010-03-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

It'll never be the same. Never thought things will be like that. You're never true. Never..

Can't believe that I still want you

2010-03-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

Like the taste of your smile..

Saturday, went to watch DearJohn with Feli at JurongPoint. The show is quite draggy, but romantic though, will rate it 3/5. Was supposed to go L4D2 with Joey, Junxiang and co but last min canceled. So went to slack with both of them. Then recieved call from W, J & Q. So cabbed down Lakeside to fetch T and off to Sentosa.. Slacked, talked. Then T's phone got lost at Sentosa so he went off first. R sis came at around 4? So finally we had the chance to heart2heart! Left Sentosa in the morning and head to Gombak, W's condo area pool/billarded. Then etc etc head home at 5pm+.

I'm worried about you asshole.

Perhaps..

2010-03-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

Hunny, not my lips, but my soul.

Feel it?

Curfew is canceled, Night life here i comeeeeee!

2010-03-08T22:56:00.001+08:00

Well, my curfew is canceled. I'm super duper lucky i guess! Everyone ended and mine canceled teehee ^^

But anyway, i rested at home today, din't 'pa pa zao' LOL

Was glad to hear updates from someone, hopefully this time he'll really change into a better person. Please prove to everyone that you can do it, that you can be someone better. I'm sure everyone will forgive you till then! Make sure what you've said to me is not empty words. I'll be waiting for your actions to be proven! And i seriously do miss those times we've spent together, as a group without conflicts. Don't you? :')

Gonna head to bed soon alr.

And i think i'm pms'ing. Kept feeling insecure and i don't know why. And my tests are coming up soon, i'll have to pass all of my subjects but it seemed like i can't SHIT HOW! I need S.O.S super much. Anyone wanna help!? :(

E72.

2010-03-07T23:57:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOD

I WANT THIS SO FUCKING BADLY!

Any kind souls wanna buy for me? :(

Party Animals

2010-03-07T23:43:00.001+08:00

Tadah! Pictures for you!

Cab down amk to meet ahkor and co. Headed Changi for fishing. Sian dao kns. Then morning went to slack etc then cabbed home. Gonna go Report tmr to my counceller and then my curfew is gonna start alr. FUCK MY LIFE TTM! :'(

Good good night.

2010-03-06T20:04:00.001+08:00

Yesterday went down to meet Xinyu, Liting & Feli for awhile and i head to JurongEast to meet Kenny.

Then we went to fetch his mom and he let us off at AMK to find korkor, Gab, Royce & Kazua.

Alot of things happen and then we headed BoatQuay!

Okay took alot alot of pictures but they're all in XiaoChen's cam.

Will upload them once i recieve them!

Might be going to watch midnight movie with Ahkor and co later on.

Will see how oh! <3

And my swp is starting soon, SIMILANJIAO TTM MAN
Everyone end alr, mine then start wah FML FML FML FML!

Hi new love!

2010-03-04T02:44:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone.

I went to meet this asshole today morning at her house and ordered mac then i went home. How cute? LOL

Slept all the way till 8pm just now, i wonder how am i going to sleep now & wake up for lessons later on :(

But anyway, new layout on blogger! Comments are at the bottom of each post, please leave comments alright!

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER!

xoxoxo

2010-02-28T15:12:00.004+08:00

Friday, head bq with lovelies.

Sat, Joey & Shuhui bd celebration, imma lazy to update.

2010-02-23T19:32:00.001+08:00

Short update

2010-02-22T23:41:00.002+08:00

I found out that alot of you are viewing, but not tagging and clicking on adver horhor? :(

Well, had a so-so chinese new year. And managed to meet Esther, Ahkor & Kenny that day.

Kenny drove down with korkor to find me! Then we went to henderson wave, then to hougang to fetch Esther. Headed AMK carpark to learn driving SUPER SCARY!

And i just came back from Arena playing pool.

Lastly, today's daddy's birthday!

Happy birthday daddy! Loves

Short post

2010-02-20T00:30:00.002+08:00

Alright just a short post before ahkor & Kenny reach.

Went to watch The lightning theif just now, nice movie and the leading actor's HOT!

Meeting Samantha tmr for lunch & shopping i guess.

And i'm super bored caz ahkor & Kenny is taking super long.

alright i'll end here, zai zian! :D

Happy new year!

2010-02-13T22:38:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone! :D

Enough to notice

2010-02-11T14:43:00.001+08:00

You have loved me since I was 15.
Braces and all, you thought I was the most beautiful girl at school.
At first, I wasn't sure what I thought of you.
You were so open with me about your emotions from day one.
I was used to guys playing games with my mind,
but you told me right away that you thought we would be good together.
You would call me on the phone, (every other night so that you would not seem too anxious)
and you would write down things for us to talk about in your notebook. (I found this out later)!
You could always make me laugh,
and even though I pushed you away at times
I secretly knew I loved your attention.
Finally, I admitted this to myself,
and I told you I liked you.
You wanted to be romantic,
so on our first date you took me to the aquarium,
and asked me to be your girlfriend.

Almost four years later I am looking back on everything we have been through.
I have never been so comfortable with anybody in my life.
You know all of me,
and I know all of you.
The other night you said to me, "You look so grown up"
and I almost cried simply because of the fact that you have loved me long enough to notice something like that.
We have had our share of hard times,
but that is to be expected when you are young and in love.
It is amazing that we are still together,
considering how young we are,
and this proves to me that something just clicks between us.
I feel secure,
I feel happy,
I trust you,
and I love you with all of my heart.

-Emma

half is not whole

2010-02-11T14:39:00.000+08:00

the danger of a broken heart is not the pain.
not the tears, or anger.
not the ache, not the loneliness,
not the quiet, the empty seat, the bed now much too big.

the danger of a broken heart is what we have to repair it with.
mistrust, hopelessness, faux comfort.
independence.
the oaths we take. what we swear to ourselves.
the danger is self-reliance.

the danger is that these stitches in our heart don't fall out.
that they are there to stay.
because they must.

the danger is that we know it isn't about love anymore.
and,
it isn't about how perfect we are in our world.
it's about how perfect we are in theirs.

the danger is that two became one.
and a half of one...
well.

half is not whole.

but now we must make it so.

-lauren

(via lelove)

Not worth fighting for.

2010-02-10T16:18:00.003+08:00

1, 2 whoop whoop!

I'm meeting Esther Chen later on for dinner, and to catch up with each other i guess. It's been so long ever since i've last h2h with her! Excited! Oh and i'll be meeting xinyu before i meet Esther, most likely :x

Okay whatever will post again!

V'tines day is nearing..

2010-02-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

V'tines day is coming near & it's on Cny's first day. So sucky. But anyway, was busy with school. Can't really catch up in math, die. School tomorrow again, i'm so lazy to wake up @ 9.00, can i don't go? :(

Optimistic

2010-02-09T21:36:00.001+08:00

he doesn't deserve me.

i know that that's what everyone's been telling me for months, and ive known it was true. but now i feel it. i feel it in my heart that i am too good for him. he wasn't any good for me. he hurt me, he rejected me, he made the corners of my soul cave in. he made me happy for such a short time, and even then it was full of ups and downs. and i deserve better than that. i deserve a boy that loves me, that truly knows me fully and completely and is in love with every bit of me. i deserve a guy that always wants to be with me and will do anything for me. i deserve a man who makes me happy.

and i believe he exists. i believe now that someday, i will find my perfect match. i haven't been optimistic in months. i've spent so much time alone, dwelling on him, on the one that broke my heart. and i haven't been able to see that this isn't the end. i'm young, i have the rest of my life ahead of me. one day, i will find that person and we will fall crazily and madly in love. he exists. and it's okay if i don't find him anytime soon. i'm not going to go out there and search for him. because you know what? i do believe in soulmates. i believe that everyone has someone made just for them. and today, today i felt that hope inside of me. that i will find my soulmate. and that this guy, this stupid guy that broke me is not him. so why am i wasting my life crying over him? from now on, i'm just going to let go. i know i won't completely get over him right away, but i'm not going to spend any more time sitting at home when i could be living my life. i'm letting go of him because i don't need him.

i'm going to live. i'm going to have a love for life. and i'm going to be happy.

(via lelove)

How afraid are you?

2010-02-08T19:17:00.000+08:00

Somtimes I wonder what I would answer if my friends asked me if I was in love with him. Now, they would never question because I'm really good at hiding my feelings due to years of practise. But IF.

"I don't know" I might say. "I'll admit that there is a certain tension between him and me that I don't feel I have with anyone else." Then, after a moment of thought, I might continue: "But, what I do know is that sometimes I want to stroke his back so bad I can't barely stand it, and sometimes I make things on purpose just so I can be near him. What I also do know, is that I'm scared. So awfully scared."

The ting is that I don't want to feel anything. At all. But sometimes the feelings attack me so hard I can't ignore them anymore. They push and push and push, until they finally come through, and then, usually, I run. I can't bear to deal with them, and I certainly can't deal with the feelings that comes after. When you've been hurt. And you always get hurt.

I never let anyone in. It takes years of good behaviour to make me trust a person fully. Much because I've been let down. Hard. I've poured my heart out to people who only stomped it and threw it away. Such things hurt. And leave marks. So, in many many years I've never let myself feel anything for anyone, I've run when I couldn't ignore the feelings anymore. I've run so awfully much, in such an awful long time, and I'm so awfully tired.

So, this time, I shave sworn to myself to stay put, to not run from them. The feelings that make me want him to hold me. The feelings that, when he looks at me in a certain way, are so overwhelming that it takes all of my self-restraint to not move over and kiss him full on the mouth. The feelings that makes me pee myself out of fear.

I really don't know what to do. People tell me loving someone is the greatest thing in life, but I know how you feel when you get hurt, and I know running is easy and it spares your feelings, and... And I'm babbeling. I always do when I'm scared. And I'm so awfully scared right now.

How the fuck can you be scared of love? I truly must be an idiot.

-S

(via Lelove)

But you always wake up

2010-02-07T16:15:00.000+08:00

On the morning I woke up and didn't crumble back into my bed, consumed with the overwhelming need to cry until I fell back asleep, I flirted with the idea that maybe I had gotten over him. That there was a small chance I had concluded one phase of grieving and moved on to the next; a more subtle type of pain that was numbing in his absence.

When he stopped showing up in my dreams, relief that I was no longer plagued by him and sadness that he was gone filled my heart and took up residence as a pseudo replacement - if he couldn't be around then at least I had this fabricated dichotomy to placate me.

A week before his car collided head on with a truck, a message was sent to him in sarcasm, masking (displaying) hurt and annoyance at his slacking communication. A week plus one day later, when I received the phone call, the only regret I can lay claim to in life was sending that message. Famous last words.

Of course, in death - as he always did in life, in the life I knew of him as my friend - he appeared again in sleep. This time reassuring me that everything was okay. In another, I received the same call - he had died all over again, and the hysteria seeped back in.

In the best one, he was standing in front of me - stunned and unbelieving of what I was seeing - that same disarming grin worn proudly on his face; look at me, I'm alive. And he was.

But you always wake up.

(via lelove)

Martell (Y)

2010-02-07T01:17:00.003+08:00

I'm back to blog!

Yes it's a friday and i'm at home blogging/rotting.

Well, had fun yesterday.

Just one picture for you. LOL

But anyway, yesterday head to The Next Stop to drink with Alan, Edmund & Raymond. Talk to XiaoPing, Cyndi there. Etc etc open two martell and Edmund was drunk. He kept shouting eh come leh we play 5- 10, 5-10 knn -.- Left the place at 5+ and edmund puked. While walk while puke -.- Waited for first train and went back home.

Boring life with a boring post~ LOL

Life's as boring..

2010-02-04T21:26:00.003+08:00

Oh god, it's beeen ages since i've last blog aye?

Hawhawhaw. Was busy with my life; School, friends, family.

Well met xinyu, feli these few days at my house area. School kinda sucked in some ways? But afterall it's still fun. I can eat as and when i like, need not wait for recess :) Wierd people in my class, tends to climb on my head yea. Fuck 'em. But i've got lovely friends in class too! :D

Okay tomorrow gonna dye my black roots @ mom's shop after school.

Night, gonna head to drink :)

Btw, i've trimmed my eyebrow! (Y)

And all my tags & click of advers disappear alr? :(

suggestions? :(

2010-01-31T01:07:00.000+08:00

Should i get HTC Touch2 or Nokia E71?!

SUGGESTIONS PLEASE? :(

Yesterday and Today.

2010-01-26T21:36:00.002+08:00

Tsk, Xinyu's photo taking skills ah really cmi~~~~

But anyway, i went to school yesterday! After school headed library with my classmates to study. Then back home, met Xinyu & her friend and kahpoh, galvin, lester @ pm. Then went to Arena again for pool. Feli & Peishan came over to meet us.

(Low quality as it's taken using front camera)

Head back home and watch Hi my sweetheart! (Y)

Today went to school, same thing. Then head home to take money and went down to J.E again to meet the rest. Etc etc etc then back to pm. Met Claire with my classmates and then Joey came. Saw siokhui today too! And i came back to do my Geography homework. Whoohooo! :D